Family

I hate how I let you guys
get to me at times.

I know you guys are my family, but
at times I just hate you guys
from the way you make me feel.

I know it shouldn’t get to me,
but at times it really does.

None of us are really close
well not with me anyways.

At times I want to go to you guys
for some help, but
I don’t because I don’t
trust you guys.

I’m afraid of what you guys might
say because I always
cause trouble at home.

Maybe it is only because
I’m going through something,
but you guys never know.

I keep all my problems to myself
where I end up crying myself to sleep
at the end.

Based off of my own life and how crappy my family can be times like right now. Hate them right now since things are going on. I don't know if you guys can relate, but enjoy!!! R&R!!!! TY