Trying Once Again And Failing 10:33 am – 11:05 am March, 5 2007

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Trying once again to prove that I love you.

Trying once again to convince you that I need you.

Trying once again and failing.

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Trying once again to find the right thing to say.

Trying once again to find anything to say.

Trying once again and failing.

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Trying once again to imagine my life without you.

Trying once again to keep you.

Trying once again and failing.

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Trying once again to choose.

Trying once again to see how I won’t lose.

Trying once again and failing.

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Trying once again to do something right.

Trying once again to not cry myself to sleep tonight.

Trying once again and failing.

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Trying once again to simply settle down and pray.

Trying once again to just make it through the day.

Trying once again and failing.

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Trying once again to bleed.

Trying once again to remind myself that pain is all I need.

Trying once again and failing.

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Trying once again to live.

Trying once again to breathe.

Trying once again and failing.

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Trying once again to prove that I love you.

Trying once again to convince you that I need you.

Trying once again and failing.

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Trying once again to just keep trying once again.

Trying once again.

Trying once again.

and once again

…failing.