First poem, dedicated to someone special... at least, for me he is.

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Haven’t you wondered where I am?
I’m right here, next to you.
Sitting beside you,
Living in the same place you live.

All this time you didn’t see me I was hanging around…
Looking for answers inside you.
Answers that I didn’t find,
-and that I may never find.

I’ve wondered if you’re really alive?
Or it’s just my imagination
that creates all that fake world
For me to think that you still love me, that you still care…

A heartless person
Where is your soul…?
…If you have one…

Inside your own private world I can’t get in…
Can I? But you did say you love me…
Then why don’t you want me to know you?
The question I always ask myself…

Who are you?

Why you are so heartless
And you don’t show anybody what you think
you hide your feelings
you hide your life… and in your life, you hide me.

The purpose for all this is survival, isn’t it?
You need to make me feel you’re not alive
To make me think things, see things
Isn’t it curious how you bury yourself?

I want to help you, stranger.
I want to be able to understand
Your fears, your feelings
Why do you look that bad? Why do you always look tired?
Won’t you tell me?

Never think that I’ll leave you alone
Never think that I won’t care
I know maybe I shouldn’t mind all this,
I shouldn’t say that, after all, I pity you.

I’ll always be there for you,
Even when you don’t need me
Looking for that answers
That I some day may find inside your soul.

I love you Dad.