a/n: The lyrics are NOT mine. they are Time of Dying by Three Days Grace. I like the song, and I'm just in a death-mode I guess...these are fictional characters. but they do belong to me,

On the ground I lay
Motionless in pain
I can see my life flashing before my eyes
Dead I fall asleep
Is this all a dream
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare

That’s what my life seemed to be like. One moment, everything was great, next it was hell. I just wanted to wake up from the nightmarish dreams. But I couldn’t…And it seemed I always woke up from the best dream world ever. Doesn’t seem fair does it?

I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying

That’s what my boyfriend told me. I believed him. So I told him the same. I felt like I wouldn’t die. But now I know that isn’t true…

On this bed I lay
Losing everything
I can see my life passing me by
Was it all too much
Or just not enough
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare

I seriously don’t know why. I did my best at life, and this is what I get? I have to be dreaming. This has to be a nightmare.

I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying

Well, James. I hope you enjoyed life. I’ll be joining you someday. Keep a seat open for me, okay? I love you!