Fate you're never on my side

Killing me with feelings cried

Why is life consumed with pain?

Never sunshine always rain

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A chaos of thorns and hate

Healing always comes too late

When all is wrong, nothing right

When all sense of loveliness has left my sight

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I'm going to curl up inside myself

And never come out

Spread my spirit across the sand

Forgetting what life's about

Let me die inside

Let me forever hide

Let thoughts be denied

Nonexistence me my guide

So I can just collide

Into my lie

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Damned to this world corrupt

My life is already too abrupt

I just need to get away

In gracelessness decay

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Sadness and always strife

Aching suicide we call life

Take me away from hurt

Or depression I will revert

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I'm going to curl up inside myself

And never come out

Spread my spirit across the sand

Forgetting what life's about

Let me die inside

Let me forever hide

Let thoughts be denied

Nonexistence me my guide

So I can just collide

Into my lie

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I know He knows it all

Yet I'm finding it hard to fall

Into arms open wide

With these wounds inside

And all these tears I've cried

Please just calm all my fears

Wipe away all my selfish tears

Because I know You can

For this is all in Your plan

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I'm not going to curl up inside myself

And never come out

Spread my spirit across the sand

Never forgetting what life's about

Don't let me die inside

Don't let me forever hide

Never let thoughts be denied

Or nonexistence me my guide

So I can't just collide

Into my lie