Nothing is ever as it seems

These happy endings are to be left up to Walt Disney

Because, nothing is ever as it seems

Thinking that this could be my happily ever after

But sadly, nothing is ever as it seems

I thought that you would be my last first kiss but seeing that this love thing is on a downward spiral…

I must have been wrong, since nothing is ever as it seems

Continuously having dreams about you and telling everyone how FABULOUS you are. Waking up smiling because you infest and infect my thoughts with the parasite called YOU.

Eating away at my sanity and reason. Compromising and sacrifices make up my daily routine. Hoping that you see all I’m trying to do to make things easier.

But yet again, nothing is ever as it seems

You intricated your self into the very make up of my life. Meshing your personality with me, making me see things with your rose colored glasses.

Deceiving my mind making me eyes see things so distorted and twisted that I believed forever was for real

But nothing is ever as it seems

??Questions?? now fill my mind as I wonder whether this was all just a ploy. Altering my personality as to not hurt you when it was my feelings and ego being continually bruised. Everything seems clearer in retrospect

But once again, nothing is ever as it seems

I wanted you in my life. Thinking you would help me to become “stress-free”. Leaving my mind to float with ease. Like palm leaves on a light spring breeze.

But all the confusion you drug into my mind as given me more emotional turmoil than an indecisive young girlwoman like me can handle

Past the honey-moon stage, now this is where all the bullshit begins. Stories not matching up like the receipts of a new corner hustler.

But naive am I to believe everything is on the up & up

You see, nothing is ever as it seems

Now its over and I think that I am fine. My mind is filled with thought of MY future and I see you walking by. You look me in my eyes and I see a mirror image of my thoughts in your eyes.

Memories of us during all the good times

Yet again…nothing is ever as it seems