You see my tears
Even as I try my best to hide them
You smile at me
Hoping to take away some of the sadness
I smile back
Even though my insides are burning with pain
But I smile back
Because I don't want to waste my pain on you
My heart hurts
With every secret I keep to myself
With every secret
I keep away from you
Sometimes
I think you know me best
But you still
Don't know the true me
And I don't think you ever will
You're too nice
To kind
To ever share my pain
So I suffer alone
Just so I can see your smile
Just so I can know you