One moment

A careless mistake

Harmless it seemed

Till a message misinterpreted

To scared to tell you how I really felt

I hurt the only person I cared for

Pushed a friend away forever

Everyday I feel regret

For the anger and pain I caused

Hoping you have done what you need

For your heart to forget me

Hoping your world will blossom

Receive everything you deserve

My world has lost its colour

Now I move through shades of grey

As a friend I let you down

I now know I will never receive forgiveness

For it is not what I deserve

I pushed you to hate me

I live with that everyday

The only blame

On my own head

For what I did

Cannot be undone

Sorry is useless I know

Though I would give anything

To take back what I did
A shame I will always carry

My words will be useless

So I write this for myself

To try and forget

I no longer exist to you

You have already forgotten me

I will respect your wishes

I lost my chance to say goodbye

I leave to go far away

So I never cross your mind

Live your life free and

Happily ever after

21/03/07