I keep typing words like you

Play piano keys and

I'm drinking in these melodies

We tried to create

From black and white kisses

Let's just stop

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It's been time for me to fall

For a long time now

But I've been holding on to

Your perfect hand

And fingers keep slipping

So please let go

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I wanted so much from you that you never had

And when I look at you I almost feel bad for

Stupid kisses and lonely wishes

But I made them real, when you knew we

Were swimming in fantasies

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Remember when my fingers

Tickled your neck so

Softly you fell into giggles

And I just fell

Your smile murdered me

But I'm not dead

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My head is still in those stars

Breathing in the

Scent of dusty fallen hopes

Dreaming you

Up into a new person who

Really loves me

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I wanted so much from you that you never had

And when I look at you I almost feel bad for

Stupid kisses and lonely wishes

But I made them real, when you knew we

Were swimming in fantasies

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Let me let you go and fall away

Break free from my heart and die

I love you and I don't know why

Because I don't even know you

But the ocean is suddenly less blue

And every word I say is less true

So please murder me, rip open and divide

'Cause anything is better than slow suicide

Your hands gently guiding the knife

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I wanted so much from you that you never had

And when I look at you I almost feel bad for

Stupid kisses and lonely wishes

But I made them real, when you knew we

Were swimming in fantasies