You Will Not Be A Scar

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This started off so innocent.

it’s natural you resisted.

It was a simple, enticing idea.

and so I persisted.

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Slowly you caved, opened to me.

You gave me reason to trust,

gave me advice, became amazing to me,

and opened the door to lust.

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One single piece of advice

and you stopped me dead in my tracks.

You didn’t believe me when I said I’d stop,

and I never thought I’d relax.

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I had to face, you are different;

you have sway over me.

I listen when you are talking

and advise when you can’t see.

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But soon they saw this fatal attraction

and knew things would have to change,

but I also know you want me…

as unreal as that is strange.

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As my delusions slip,

reality comes into view.

I feel that familiar urge,

so I can’t lose sight of you.

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No matter how things change,

or what the next steps for us are,

I can’t lose your influence.

You can’t become another scar.