Have you...?

Have you ever stayed up late,
to listen to the falling rain?
Or to watch the stars as
they welcome a new born moon?

Have you ever run so hard
as to leave your life behind?
To escape from everything
that is tearing you apart?

Ever have your life changed
by someone you promised to never let in?
Someone who came and surprised you when
they stole that which you didn’t want to give?

Have you ever watched as your world
shattered piece by piece around you?
Or welcomed the sweet nothings
that come when you embrace the dark?

Have you ever wished
upon a star that refused to shine?
Or waited to see a sunrise
that will never dawn?

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Futile Promise

I promised myself if you ever hurt me
that I wouldn’t cry for you
but now its not just the rain
that is streaming down my face...

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Just Keep Breathing

Do you know what it’s like to have your soul
Torn wide open and your heart ripped out?
The pain is more than I ever thought it would be
Because you don’t even realize what you do to me.
I know you didn’t even mean to do it
But the fault is mine for I should never
Have let you in to begin with.

Now sometimes I wonder why I even tell myself to keep
Breathing...

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A/N: Series I wrote one night because I had a lot of confusion but couldn't talk to anyone so I just wrote it out. No they don't have good rythme or scheme or anything I know but ..yeah anyways.