What a fucking mistake you turned out to be
But I'd never regret you...
Not now, not then, not ever
And you said you never stoped loving me
Baby, you never started
Still I'd give it all up
Just for one more day
But I so wish i could hate you
Fool myself into beliving it again
Walk around with my head held high
And my eyes everted
AnAll of it was a lie
And I know that
I'm not an idiot
But maybe I liked being lied to
And played
And I don't even care about all those other girls
You've done it so many times
What's there to even be mad at anymore?
I mean do you think anything you do hurts me anymore?
I rememeber all those times
"Tommorow, I don't care what my friends think, I'm going to walk up to and hold you infront of everyone."
Then tommorow came
And I stood in the school yard, with my friends
And you stood on the pavment with yours
And you started to walk over
Closer and closer
And my heart sped up
And my stomach got quizzy
And you were so cloe
Then you walked past me
And if I can survive you
I could probaly survive anything I guess
And I hate that I still love you
AndI hate myself for it...
But I wish I could hate you
But I don't
'Cause I can't