Mum and Dad,

I love you more than anything. Mum I’m sorry for screaming at you and upsetting you. I just have so much inside and I can’t deal with it anymore. I know everyone will be better off without me. I don’t know what to write except how much I love you both and I wish I could have made life happier for you guys. I know ignorance is bliss Mum but you were right. Something did happen. I met a guy on the internet and he did stuff. I couldn’t tell you I'm sorry I wanted to but I couldn’t. I felt so dirty inside and I felt like I let you down. You always warned me but I didn’t listen. I didn’t feel like your little girl anymore. I don’t feel like I deserved you guys. It feels a bit of a relief to be able to tell you now. I don’t have anything else to say except again how much I love you both. I need to do this. Please don’t think of me as being selfish. I see him everywhere and I can’t deal with it anymore. I just want to feel clean again.

I love you forever and more.

Erin xxxx