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"Cattle?"
she asked, her brow crumpling.
"Um, yes," he admitted.
"That's not much of a wedding gift."
A meek smile
crossed his thin lips.
"Well..."
Then she felt
guilty and forced an awkward smile upon her rosy lips, her eyes
shining with a false happiness.
"It's great!" she
smiled, rubbing his back and throwing her arm around his shoulders.
"They're...great!"
He smiled at her, planting a
kiss onto her lips.
She sat in bed, twiddling her thin,
pale thumbs. Her brain twirled around.
She loved him, she really
did, but cattle? It wasn't much of a wedding gift, in fact--he knew
she wasn't a farm-girl. As a child, she had been there, she didn't
want to go back to the dastardly days of plucking her nose, hovering
above manure. But the main reason she didn't
want to go
back to those days, the days with the fields shining bright and the
trees rustling in the wind, was because of her father. He had died
from a cattle-stampede, as strange and freakish as it seemed. Tears
gathered in her perfect eyes as she thought of him and his odd self,
speaking languages nobody else understood to himself, walking along,
his large belly bursting. Before he had been stampeded, he was going
to the asylum, a place that mommy described as "a home for
people like your daddy...umm...different." Then, the girl
twiddling her thumbs, had the fleeting thought she had almost every
day, that he had stepped in front of those cows on-purpose. She
pushed it out of her rushing mind, tears falling, depressed, leaking
into the sheets. "Cry," she told herself. "It's ok."
So she cried, her eyes peering out the clear window, her gaze landing
angrily on the cows.
"I hate you," she muttered.
Realizing how childish her words were, she--despite herself--giggled.
Her giggles turned into full-fledged laughter, cracking up on the
sheets. In a hysterical daze, she rushed out to the cattle, her feet
becoming damp from the dew on the grass screaming with utter
craziness.
"I'm turning out like him," she thought
insanely, petting the cow. She didn't mind, a hysterical grin tugging
at her lips.
"WELL TOO BAD!" she cried up into the sky,
her laughter booming. She was a farm-girl. Nothing could change that.
She looked down fondly at the cattle, seeing them with a different
light. Maybe her father had liked the cattle.