Fell for You Way too Fast

I know you told me

That you do not want more from us

And I just ignored it

I thought I was strong enough

But,

I have to keep it inside me that I—

I really feel for you

It wasn’t supposed to be

But, I fell for you

Way too fast

I know—

I miss your sweet lips on mine

Your touch, your warm and sweet hugs

Your love even though you say it is not there

I felt it

And I think you did too

3 a.m. everyone is sleeping

While I lay in bed

As tears are falling

Oh, how I miss you so

How much I want your strong arms around me

It was so perfect

As you whispered in my ears

Kissing me softly

Touching me

It never felt so right and so perfect

Like I always wanted

Thought I wouldn’t fall for you

And I did so

If I could only bring myself to tell you

Yet, I cannot because I will lose you even faster

Wondering how I am losing you so fast

The best thing that has ever happened

I cannot help but wonder

As my heart aches and longs for your touch

For your love—