Walking…

I feel so alone

Walking on a never ending road

All alone

I see people

Old and young passing me by

Couples holding hands

Where do I fit in?

Where should I go?

Where do I belong?

Here or there?

With you or on my own?

A part of me wants to stay to tell you how I feel

Make you hear me

What I got to say

The other part of me wants to turn the other way

Either way it hurts just the same

To stay or to walk away

I just don’t understand…

I could have been your girl

Your love—

Could have been your Queen

I could have been the one to cheer up when you are sad

To care when you’re sick and there is no one around

Bring you coffee when you need it the most

I could have been the one to be by your side

Each and every day

And each night

Kissing you softly goodnight

I wouldn’t have let you down

As you let me down just yesterday

I could have sworn you felt something more for me

Only for you it seemed so easy to let go

Saying you do not want a relationship

Then kissing me just the night after

You have been so distant with me

I finding myself walking on this long and lonely road

Walking wondering

Where I will be heading

Next

Only time will heal my heart

And only time will show where I will be heading

Through rain and storms heading my way

I will still walk on

Not giving away

Will continue to walk on my path where it lies

I will smile again

And keep on….

Walking…