& now she sits on the verge of

depression

as if she hasn’t felt it before (cause she has)

& when she saw that person from her past

it hurt so fucking bad

like when she woke up in the

hospital room alone

drugged up

scared

and even if she leaves this place

the memories are still there (they make her cry at night)

how much she hurt people

how much she hurt herself

she won’t forget it

no, not this time.

& now she sits on the verge of her

future

let her accelerate into the right direction because she won’t look back ever again.