I wrote this when a guy confessed his feelings for me and I was just torn, as you can tell.

what to do, what to say

how did things end up this way

things were simple, things were great

i never questioned chance or fate

being single made me happy

it was safe, it was easy

now comes this new revalation

these new feelings - your creation

how do i deal with something new

something honest, something true

old scars remind me of my past

how can i trust that this can last

left with questions, left in wonder

theres nothing left to hide under

all exposed, all in the open

can you repair something broken

is the question even fair

is the task too much to bear

thinking now, i must admit

the lonely life i soon must quit

its fun, its great, it just wont do

it soon will leave me feeling blue

give up my freedom, give in to this

give in to hope, a chance for bliss

can i do this, am i ready

will you hurt me or hold me steady

what to do, what to say

how did things end up this way

January 30, 2007