Just an old Friend

An old friend from the past years

Has grown into a young handsome man

A friend that was supposed to remain

Not expected to fall for him

How much I longed to be in his arms

That one particular night

He was there in front of me and yet I felt

That he was many miles away

There was a another girl

That seemed to catch his eyes

And I seemed so invisible in his world

Tears falling down as cold as ice

Wondering all night what I have done

Or what she had more than me

I tried to ask but no words could be said

Nothing would come out

I tried to ignore the sadness

Yet I could not find a way to sleep that one night

He was on my mind

As the tears did not stop

To fall

As sleep in the room next door

Pretended nothing was wrong as I served him kindly

Breakfast

As thought I have completely forgotten

Last night's events

And how he left me all alone

Then he was gone

Yet again

An old friend of mine

Gone yet once more