I just can’t talk to you again.
All I can picture is the wrong you’ve done.
All I can see is my heart bleeding on the floor.
You have torn me to pieces,
Yet you still expect forgiveness?
What the hell happened to make you change?
ou used to be so fun and nice.
Then you told me my problems were nothing
When I was so upset I would cry myself to sleep.
You probably don’t care, but it happened every night.
I don’t do it anymore though.
I’ve given up feeling for anyone.
I don’t even dream anymore.
After all, my dreams were shattered
And you were the one holding the bat.
I should have known you’d hurt me.
After all, you kissed another and I forgave you then.
You didn’t really act remorseful though
And that’s why I should have known.
I should have wised up to you.
I don’t even remember ever being happy
More than a couple of times.
I remember the Prom.
I remember going to Niagara Falls.
I remember you saying I didn’t look fat.
That’s it.
A whole four years and I’m disappointed.
A whole three memories which hardly hold strong.
I was unprepared for you to let me down
And now I’m unprepared to talk to you.
You’re not the man I loved.
I don’t even think you ever were.
Maybe this is a sign
That I’m unprepared for love itself.