Vicious rumors cut my wrists,

And I bleed heart ache.

Constant struggle with fantasies

Of dreams, and memories

Drag me away from here,

From responsibility and care,

Panic seizes my frame.

When I visualize confronting her lies,

If that’s what they are,

The alternative frightens me even more,

Dare I let you know that?

Part shouts yes!, he’s worth it,

The other cowers behind experience,

What’s happening to us?

I want to live in that moment,

I hate this dramatic soap.

I just want you.

Serves me right,

I told you I wanted a high school romance,

I should have known better,

It’s so sophomoric.

… Thanks for coming through.

Congratulations.

You’re breaking my heart.