I cant explain these feelings of mine,

It wouldn’t make sense even if I tried,

That’s why I keep it all locked inside,

Nothing to gain,

Everything to hide,

This is not how I pictured my life,

Where did I go wrong?

What didn’t I do?

No matter what it is

Nothings good enough for you

Nothing I do is ever right

I’m giving up

I’ve lost this fight.