I am reposting this, I took it down to do a little editing. This is a poem to 2 of my friends who have deeply hurt me by the things they have said and done in the past. You know who you are.

Let's Fly Away

by Sarah. M.

Let's fly away.

Let's get away.

Away from this place.

Take me out of my misery.

And let's fly away.

Take my hand.

You're understand.

Why I do the things I do.

I never meant to hurt you.

I wanted to take away all your pain.

But like I always seem to do.

I messed up again.

And now you're mad.

I really never meant to hurt you.

But things you said hurt me bad.

Deep in my heart.

Tore me apart.

I'm breaking now.

From the inside out.

For so long now I've kept this secret from the world.

It pains me bad how deeply the world has hurt me.

It's scary, how oh so deeply, badly, this pain goes.

To my soul.

But I cannot fool you.

You see right though my lies.

Misty eyes.

As I try not to cry.

I'm breaking apart from the inside.

I can not cry.

For thats weakness in your eyes.

I try to comprose.

Hide my lies.

But you see right though, I know you do.

But you could never know the pain it causes me.

To hear you laugh, when the jokes on me.

The jokes on me.

As it always is.

I'm the fool.

I refuse to be, your martry.

I can carry on no longer.

I'm liveing a lie.

On the inside.

When I smile.

Its always fake.

My smiles never quite reaches my eyes.

I'm going to fly away.

Someday.

I'll fly away.

To a new place.

Where no one will judge me.