What is it like
To commit suicide?
Drown
Shot
Blood loss
I wonder sometimes,
If I should.
Would you miss me?
Would you cry at my funeral?
My grave
Would you visit the cemetery?
Would you mourn for me?
Wonder what drove me to do it?
Would you care?
What if you were the last to see me?
What if you saw me commit the act?
Where would you go?
What would you do?
Would you try to stop me,
Or watch me, without a word?
What would be your last thoughts?
Would they be about me?
Would you think I'm selfish?
Would you think I'm a coward?
How would you like to see me,
Wrists all bloody,
Cuts all up my arms,
Scars
And a peaceful look on my face.
Would you be happy that I found peace,
Or angry because I left you, in such a cruel way?
I'll never know the answers
But if I wanted to,
I could leave you
And then we would all know how you would feel,
But never me.