Just to Clarify

I’m not asking for you to bring back the autumn,
All I want is a little respect.
Your eyes are turning from brown back into green,
But my gaze you reject.

I remember that day and everything in between.
You asked as you looked my way
If we could be together, if I would let you kiss me,
And we did and were from that day.

I know that you never think about or miss me,
But do you remember when?
Forgetting the bruises, argument, and abrupt end,
Remember? We were happy then.

And I’m not jealous of that girl, your friend,
Nor do I still want you.
I only miss the feeling of your soft words and touch
And the comfort that I knew.

So why do you and her bother me so much?
No doubt you are akin.
Confusion runs mad through my blood and veins,
Lonliness over my skin.

Gray clouds cross the sky like silent, smokey trains,
Like on our finish and our start,
But after all my troubles past, brighter days will come
And will warm my open heart.