Those crushing blows

I could deal to her

How I’d love to see terror

In those lacklustre eyes of her

Because she knows

Where I sleep at night

She knows

Whose arms are around me

And she knows

She’s lost it all

I wonder

Why do I want to?

Those crushing blows

I want to deal to her

For hurting so much

For being so selfish

She does not know

For being blind to any care

But her own

She does not realize

How unfair she is

I do

I wonder

Why do I hesitate?

The detailed information

I possess

Would make her crawl

Beg me to be quiet

I could ruin that ego of hers

That illusion of strength left

I could steal

All that she has left

Her memories

Her intimate moments

I wonder

What have I become?