Have you ever noticed that from the worst moments in life come your best traits: your determination, your independence, your drive, and that from the best thing that’s ever happened to you come some of the worst things: pain untruthfulness, a lack of hope, a loss, but when you take the chance that brings anyone of these things about do you sit and say to yourself “what is this going to do to me in the future?” That’s what I thought you don’t, I don’t, most people don’t. Did you ever realize that the most beautiful things can become ugly and the most ugly things can become beautiful, your viewpoint can switch in an instant, a second, less time than it takes to blink. People are volatile like chemicals; they change and shift, are usually active, and react to other people in positive and negative ways, just like chemicals.

People say in high school girls live by the scale and the mirror, well the mirror don’t tell you everything, sure it can show you the physical perfections and the physical imperfections, the perfect outfit, and how the shoes match said perfect outfit, but it CAN’T show you all the other things, what’s on the inside, what your minds like, whether or not you are a good person, are you trustworthy, are you faithful, are you caring; the mirror shows none of this. If anything in high school can show this it’s probably sports but even then it shows very little, nothing shows everything, although every now and then an emotion can make you show everything, can make you take a gamble, be willing to risk everything, and lose everything that you have ever thought you had, sure you could say any and every emotion that can do that to you, but there are really four that do that the most and all can be connected, love, hate, sadness, and anger. They will make you willing to do anything you have to, to get what you want. Even if what you want you know you can’t have.

Those emotions are like being given a taste of something you know you can’t have and then having it snatched away from you before you can have anymore. This is a story that can show all of that and more, it’s a story of love, loss, anger, hate, sadness, death, life, and everything in between, even happiness. This could be your story, my story, but no matter what you see in the words I have written here in my little black book you must admit that you are curious and although curiosity killed the cat, satisfaction brought him back. So sit and read because the tale is long but the end isn’t far from where you stand.