1)juggalo family- dark lotus 2)better than me- hinder 3)by the way- hinder 4)the black dahlia- hollywood undead 5)what hurts the most- rascal flatts 6)the argument- twiztid 7)sieze the day- avenged sevenfold 8)car underwater- armor for sleep 9)the truth about heaven- armor for sleep 10)MakeDamnSure- taking back sunday 11)your promises- mest 12)right side of the bed- atreyu 13)the crimson- atreyu 14)let it bleed- the used 15)sound effects and overdramtics- the used

(disclaimer: i didn't write any of these songs, they are merely the songs that mean something special to me as i will explain more of...) most of these songs are pretty much just things that i want to be able to say to people, most to one particular boy that for privacy purposes i'm gonna name bob...and no, that really isn't his name...otherwise, they're songs that make me feel something besides me pathetic, emo ass self...these are the songs that i want played at my funeral, wedding, and every other important event in my life because they actually mean something to me...and btw, i apologize for anything this says...i'm kinda of not in my right mind right now and i just keep thinking things...

this song always makes me happy to listen to because it's very true to me...i realized the other day that the reason i have friends as close as they are to me, even though i don't have a lot of good friends, is b/c (and this sounds retarded) they are juggalos...well, not just cuz of that, but it's the juggaloness that i think makes us all who we really are...i don't think that i'd be as close to my best friend here if we weren't both juggalettes (even though she doesn't think she is)...being juggalettes, in my opinion, makes us better friends and people in general...and i wouldn't trade being a juggalette and my juggalo homies for anything in the world, no matter how retarded that sounds...

juggalo family- dark lotus (entire psychopathic family..the original juggalos, lmao)

Violent J: "And they wanted to know if I would trade 10 juggalos for a 100 main stream fans And I said I wouldn't trade 10 juggalos for a 100,000 mainstream fans 10 juggalos is priceless"

Blaze Ya Dead Homie: I gots love for my homies, members of the Lotus United we stand, squashing all deadly forces Been to hell, could of spent eternity there All the bad shit I've done, I should still be there Juggalos can ya feel me, feel me, worldwide, worldwide Running with the hatchet straight out the Lotus Pod Always got your back till the end screaming juggalos Dark lotus, psychopathic that's the way you go

Monoxide Child: So many people in the matrix die alone, hey Not me, my soul belongs to juggalos, they Keep me going when I'm down and out I pick the phone up drop them a line and here them shout Saying Twiztid is the shit, and I'm down with the clown Dark Lotus for life until I'm dead in the ground! I give a dap to all my homies and killaz who get it started All my juggalos always represent for the departed

Chorus: Mass murder makes me happy! Dead bodies make me happy! Say what you will of me I'll always have juggalo family! Mass murder makes me happy! Dead bodies make me happy! Say what you will of me I'll always have juggalo family!

Shaggy 2 Dope: 6 individual pedals formed from 1 stem Who try to run away and not follow any trends, no friends Cause we accend from the dirt, filth, grit, and grime and combine Juggalo minds to crush Mason shrines Whats yours is mine it was mines is yours Let the wagons of the Dark Carnival show you different worlds Any hoes front a juggalos or the hatchet Tell them to come suck on your dick, we psychopathic!

Jamie Madrox: All my life I've been living it all alone I'm like a king with no people and no crown or a throne And what I'm speaking on is what I'm feeling like Do you know what it feels like to feel the warmth of the sunlight I'd really like to know cause I've been chilling in the dark For so many years that I question love in my heart And I hate everyone, and I hate everything Except for all the juggalos and the love that they bring!

(Chorus)

Marz)
Let me get your ear and make myself clear It's the L Family Juggalos right here You can take away my mic you can take away this life But this love we got ain't never gonna stop We eternal, pass the surface bullshit Dogs on another level can you feel this It's Twisted, Blaze and ICP, And if you're fuckin with my dogs then you D-I-E!

Violent J: If it wasn't for Shaggy my shirt would still be baggy I wouldn't be fat, I'd still be hungry and crabby We used to buy our own records at the stores So they would think it's a hot seller, and order more But we built a team of same killers with the same dream But we couldn't reach the top, we'd stay B level like Charlie Sheen finally realized we will always have the juggalos I'll never give another second, to them other hoes!

(Chorus x3) Lotus!!! Lotus!!! Lotus!!! Lotus!!! Lotus!!!

"And they wanted to know if I would trade 10 juggalos for a 100 main stream fans And i said I wouldn't trade 10 juggalos for a 100,000 mainstream fans 10 juggalos is priceless to me"

(Chorus x2 repeats and fades out until song ends)

So this song, probably along with most of the other songs i put on here, reminds me of this boy that i love, (bob, lol) (well, i think i still love him, but idk if it's just the regret i have from fucking all that shit up that i feel...) this one, though, is me telling him, even though he can probably figure it out for himself, that he can do so much better than me, and he has allready so many times...also, as much as it sucks for me, i'm not over him yet just b/c when i left milwaukee we still had so muchs shit that we needed to get out in the open and now, since i never got to have those conversations with him, there's always gonna be a part of me wondering what could've happened between us...

better than me- hinder

i think you can do much better than me after all the lies i made you believe guilt kicks in and i start to see the edge of the bed where your nightgown used to be i told myself i wouldn't miss you but i remembered what it feels like beside you i really miss your hair in my face and the way your innocence tastes and i think you should know this you deserve much better than me

while looking through your old box of notes i found those pictures i took that you were looking for if there's one memory i don't want to lose its that time at the mall you and me in the dressing room

i told myself i won't miss you but i remembered what it feels like beside you i really miss your hair in my face and the way your innocence tastes and i think you should know this you deserve much better than me

the bed i'm lying in is getting colder wish i never would've said it's over and i can't pretend that i won't think about you when i'm older cause we never really had our closure this can't be the end i really miss your hair in my face and the way your innocence tastes and i think you should know this you deserve much better than me i really miss your hair in my face and the way your innocence tastes and i think you should know this you deserve much better than me (and i think you should know this) (you deserve much better than me)

this song, to me, is about how i fucked everything up...life in milwaukee was pretty much perfect, with only a few things i didn't like, and i decided to fuck shit up for one night...(well, i didn't know how bad not just not going home would fuck shit up...and i didn't know that it would've been smarter to just serve my three week grounding and not run away anymore than to say 'fuck it' and live just for now and not for five minutes from now...

the 1st verse, to me, is talking about how i screwed everybody that i cared about over for my own happiness, not even happiness, an illusion of it, and how i always manage to ruin everything good in my life

the chorus, to me, is talking about how no matter who i care about and what they do for me, i'm always gonna be me, and i'm never going to be able to take back the things that i've done in the past...

the 2nd verse, to me, is just commenting on how impossible it is to take back things that have been said, and how sometimes the only way to keep life going is to just stay silent just watch..

the 3rd verse, to me, is talking about the shit we've been thru for each other and it's kind of asking if it was worth it or not...we both broke part of each other and theres no way to fix it, but no matter what, i'm gonna care about him... basically, it means that i'm always gonna care, even though it hurts worse than almost anything else...

by the way- hinder

in the winding down hours i let your heart down again (what did i do to make a scene so gory?) (i'm no better than the ones before me) old habits die hard i always end up hating the end (what did i do to make a scene so gory?) (i'm no better than the ones before me)

i'm in the middle of a breakdown watching you scream in the middle of a breakdown screaming at me and by the way by the way what made you think you'd have it your way? and by the way by the way don't say i didn't warn you that i'll always stay the same

speechless and frozen uncomfortable silence again (what did i do to make a scene so gory?) (i'm no better than the ones before me)

i'm in the middle of a breakdown watching you scream in the middle of a breakdown screaming at me and by the way by the way what made you think you'd have it your way? and by the way by the way don't say i didn't warn you that i'll always stay the same

battered and bruised broken confused it's time we both knew can't stop what i started this time we both lose, lose

and by the way by the way what made you think you'd have it your way and by the way by the way don't say i didn't warn you that i'll always stay the same the same, the same, i'll always stay the same (battered and bruised) the same, (broken confused), the same i didn't warn you that i'd always stay the same

the 1st verse, to me, is pretty much me telling 'bob' "i loved you and you broke me and i don't even get to know if you ever cared about me. just by telling me that you loved me and leading me on for so fucking long, you gave me the illusion that everything was gonna be okay...it wasn't and now it never will be."

the chorus, to me, is just saying that now that you're gone, nothing in life is right anymore...also, it hurts more just b/c i know that u used me and now i'm just a shell of who i used to be...

the 2nd verse, to me, is talking about how sometimes, at least, it seems like everything in my life would be so much easier if i never cared about you, if i would've never said 'i love you' back just so that i could believe that it was true. also, it's kinda of asking 'bob' how he could've done that to me, how he could sit there and watch me fall in love with him, knowing that he was lying when he said it, all just to get in my pants...(actually, i never quite figured out why he said all those things)...and lastly, its saying that when i met him life seemed perfect, it seemed like for the first time in my life, everything was gonna be okay, but slowly he ruined every good thing about me until i had nothing left but the cuts on my arm (and i really did used to cut)

the bridge, to me, is saying to 'bob' "i guess that me and you are pretty much over, and as much as you may not care, i'm gonna leave you alone now, with only my memories and feelings towards you."

the black dahlia- hollywood undead

I loved you, you made me, hate me.
You gave me hate, see.
It saved me and these tears are deadly.
You feel that?
I rip back, every time you tried to steal that.
You feel bad? you feel sad?
I'm sorry, hell no fuck that!
It was my heart, it was my life, it was my start, it was your knife.
This strife it dies, this life and these lies.
And these lungs have sung this song for too long, and its true I hurt too, remember I loved you!

I've , Lost it all, fell today, It's all the same I'm sorry oh I'm sorry no I've , been abused, I feel so used, because of you I'm sorry oh I'm sorry no

I wish I could I could have quit you.
I wish I never missed you,
And told you that I loved you, every time I fucked you.
The future that we both drew, and all the shit we've been through.
Obsessed with the thought of you, the pain just grew and grew!
How could you do this to me?
Look at what I made for you, it never was enough and the world is what I gave to you.
I used to be love struck; now I'm just fucked up.
Pull up my sleeves and see the pattern of my cuts!

Chorus

Bridge
Seems like all we had is over now and left to rest. And your tears are dried up now, you just lay without a sound. Seems like all we had is over now, and left to rest. And my fears are over now, I can leave with my head down.

Chorus

this song is one of the main songs that got me through having to leave everything i've ever really learned to love in life...every time i hear it, though, i do get really emo just b/c it reminds me of the life i used to live...the life i had where i was happier that i ever let on...when i listen to it, i don't just think of 'bob', though, i think of every person that i cared about and had to leave...

the 1st verse, to me, is saying that over my life, i've learned how to deal with a lot of the bullshit thats come my way. also, i've learned not to be afraid to cry when i need to, and even though sometimes it seems like i'm okay, no one really knows whats wrong...(well, very very few ppl know whats actually wrong with me)

the chorus, to me, is just saying that the worst part of having to leave my home was knowing how much i needed you and how much (i hope) you needed me, too. also, when i constantly think about the past, i also wonder what would've happened if either i would've never left or if i would've done just one thing different that could change everything...and lastly, its saying (if i had my way it'd be screaming) mostly to my father that all i ever did in milwaukee was try to be the best friend that i could be and how even though i fucked everything up pretty bad, i really think or at least hope that if i would've been given just one more chance after losing everything that i could've changed my whole life to the life that you and me and pretty much everyone who cares about me wants me to live...

the 2nd verse, to me, is talking about how hard it is to deal with losing everything i knew and cared about in life, and how i'm pretty much forced to deal. and its saying how hard it is for me to put on the face that makes everyhting okay...how hard it is for me to even get out of bed each morning knowing that nothing i can do will make things how they used to be...lastly, though, it says, in my words, 'i would give anything possible to just be able to go back and say all the things that i never got to say and do all the things i never got to do before i left.'

rascal flatts- what hurts the most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house That don't bother me I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while Even though going on with you gone still upsets me There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most Was being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go But I'm doin' It It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone Still Harder Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret But I know if I could do it over I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart That I left unspoken

What hurts the most Is being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most Is being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you That's what I was trying to do Ooohhh...

the 1st verse of this song, to me, is talking about how bad it hurts to have to leave, and how bad i wanna be able to change, and how bad i, in general, hurt, and how unstable my life has always been and how even though i love you (ALL of my friends and family), i can't make things write in my life...also, every single person that i call a good friend means more to me than anything else (and my family, too..), but no matter how hard i try to explain why i am the way i am, things usually end in a fight or an akward silence b/c no really really understands what i'm going through anymore...

the chorus, to me, is pretty much just saying 'you can hate me for how i am, but no one really understands why i do the things i do, and i've sat and thought about almost every single changing event in my life and realized only that i am the only person who can really take care of me...i'm the only one who can make sure i'm happy and in a few years it'll be up to me to feed and shelter myself...' (off the topic: the thought of me supporting myself in life is both the most scary and exciting thought i've ever had in my life...i wanna be able to know that i can, indeed, survive w/o help from everyone else...)

the 3rd verse, to me, is talking about when i first moved to milwaukee...i was a strange person because i didn't know anything about myself yet...all i really had at first was the pain of losing my lil sister, having my mother kick me out of the house on my birthday and having the cop say happy b day before anyone else, basically, more pain than i knew how to deal with at the time and i didn't know how to deal with it. at first in milwaukee, i was so scared that no one would like me so i kinda just blocked everyone out until i met the ones who i now love...also, further on in the verse, it's talking about how a kid's mom is trying to get them to hate their dad, well, i kinda see that as my whole childhood...b/c it seemed like when i was younger, pretty much until me and my sis learned how our lives really were, everything was mom vs. dad and we always chose sides, (usually, me behind mom, and becca behind dad...) i spent so many years watching mostly my mom, but my dad a lil bit too, try to get me and my sis to hate the other one...they took their personal pain and pretty much pushed it towards us...blaming all of our two families' problems on the other parent only b/c it was easier to deal with it like that...lastly, its pretty much saying 'i know i'm fucked up in the head, but so is everyone else...eventually, though, it's not going to matter b/c in the end, nothings going to matter, nothing will have any meaning when we're all lying on the floor bleeding...

twiztid- the argument

Madrox

Every time I leave, my heart is torn apart And every time I see these things, you know I wanna start to change You can feel it like rain, falling down from the sky And mixing with tears falling from out of my eye It's no surprise that my life is similar to a roller coaster Filled with ups and downs, I won't enjoy it till the ride is over Probably not, but it's okay forget it, skip it anyway My feelings are irrelevant to anything we do or say Now, it's not that I don't trust you, and my love is infinite I tell you every chance I get so you will never forget So you can miss me with that shit That you be saying in them arguments Throwing around possessions and destroying our apartment There's nothing that would happen that we couldn't talk about But lately we've been riffing instead of trying to talk it out I said I would never leave you and I still feel the same But it's killing me inside to fathom that your feelings have changed

Chorus

Now you can think me bad for the things I do But you don't understand, it's not all about you I sit and think through times of how we came to be And come to realize, you're nothing like me, now I see

Monoxide

I know I told you when we met that I'm a weirdo I got a lot of problems trusting other people I'm filled with evil that leads me into darkness And when I start this, you'll probably say that I'm heartless And your remark is "I hate you!", hear her car skid She's standing in the door, crying, bitch, that's our kid!
Your Daddy loves you, baby, your mom's a crazy lady She's saying all of these things in an attempt for you to hate me I never meant for her to leave us like she did But really, I can't blame her, cause I know that I'm a dick I got some issues that I know I need to deal with But so do you, don't act like that, at least just keep it real with me And we can make it feel so surreal Like I'm dreaming, but instead you pack your bags Give me the finger and tell me you're leaving I know these demons are gonna come get me So forget we ever met I hope you don't mind if blood dripping all over my neck

Chorus

Now you can think me bad for the things I do But you don't understand, it's not all about you I sit and think through times of how we came to be And come to realize, you're nothing like me, now I see

I never said that I would I never said that I would I never said that I would leave you I never said that I would I never said that I would I never said that I would leave you

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the 1st verse, to me, is saying 'dont waste your time, because eventually you run out of time and then you have to live with only pain.' the line in this song 'i see my vision burn, i feel my memories fade with time, but i'm too young too worry.' has a lot of meaning to me, to b/c a lot of the time i spent in milwaukee, i spent drunk, and half the time doing things that, hopefully had i been sober i would not have done...and now that i'm so far away and it's been so long, the memories that i used to keep myself alive with are starting to fade and now it kind of seems like my perspective in life is all fucked up so that now i do pretty much the exact opposite of what i'm supposed to do... also, to me, it's talking about how i found the life that i wanted to live (well, i thought, and still kinda do, that it was the life i wanted) would no matter what eventually leave me and no matter what i do, i can't change that fact...but when the time comes for me to leave (die i guess is a better word for it), i want to spend my last moments on earth with the people who i love and respect more than life itself...i know it's gonna happen eventually, though i do'nt know when, but i would do anything in my power to be able to stay with you guys forever...

the chorus, to me, is just saying 'dont waste your life, because when everything you know leaves you, theres too much pain to live with and you have no choice but to die either inside, outside, or both...'

the 2nd verse, to me, is saying that every person in the world makes a difference, changes the world, and then leaves when they are finished...it's asking a loved one ('bob' and my other homies from mil. and oregon...) to live only for the ones you care about, to take the risk of losing everything just to be able to love and be loved... the last two lines, though, are just saying 'i am way too young to die but it doesn't matter because i'm allready getting ready, saying goodbye...'

the 3rd verse, to me, is saying how much i hate being along, how much i would give to just be sitting next to the ones that i know will always, no matter what, be there for me when i need then and vise versa...its also asking how i'm supposed to survive w/o having you care and love me back, and how, even though i've said it before, i would give anything possible to just go back into the past; relive and change everything that i fucked up, and live happily ever after in the only place i've ever really called home.

the 4rth verse, to me, is just saying that i had the chance to fix things, i had the chance to make everything all better, but i'm gonna be all alone for now on because i lost the only real love i've ever felt.
seize the day- avenged sevenfold

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time But I'm too young to worry These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past I found you here, now please just stay for a while I can move on with you around I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here Please tell me what we have is real So, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again?
Woooaaah, so I never want to leave you and the memories of us to see I beg don't leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here Please tell me what we have is real

Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day x2 then continues in the background
I stand here alone Falling away from you, no chance to get back home I stand here alone Falling away from you, no chance to get back home
the 1st verse of this song, to me, is just saying 'i'm sorry but i've lost myself and i do'nt know what to do anymore...plz think of all the things i've said to you but don't try to help because it'll only hurt you...'

the chorus, to me, is pretty much saying 'now that my life is gone and over with and i don't have to deal with what you will say back to me, i didn't care that you hurt me more than neone ever has, what hurts the most is that i still love you...'

the 2nd verse, to me, is saying 'i'd do anything for more time with the one's i love...but now that i'm gone there's nothing anyone can do b/c no one knows what happened to me...you knew that i was weak, and plz still believe it b/c theres nothing that can be done to help me..nothing can make me truly happy anymore...'

the 3rd verse, to me, just says 'i'm sorry for being a burden, i'm sorry for hurting you and wasting your time. everything that happened is my fault...please, please, please forgive me, or at least try to...'

the 4th verse, to me, is only saying 'forget about me, forget about the life we used to life...plz just move on...just let me go'
armor for sleep- car underwater

Believe the news, I'm gone for good.
Call off the search, no one will know that I'm down here Believe the note I left for you You can't turn back the clocks, you can't pull me up from here, so don't try

I'm in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is I would still die for you.
I'm in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is I would still die for you.

Make time slower, give me longer.
It's too late for me, no one will know that I'm down here.
And believe your dreams of me sinking so far, below, you can't pull me up from here so don't try.

In a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is I would still die for you.
I'm in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is I would still die for you.

Leave it up to me. To burden you again. This ones not your fault. Please forgive me.
Leave it up to me (leave it up to me). To burden you again (To burden you again). This ones not your fault. So forget, so forget, so forget me.

Don't think back, don't think back of me at all.
Just let me go.
Don't think back, don't think back of me at all.
Just let me go.
Don't think back, don't think back of me at all.
Don't think back, don't think back of me at all.
Don't think back, don't think back of me at all.

I'm in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is I would still die for you.
I'm in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is I would still die for you.

and I would still die for you I would still die for you and I would still die for you I would still die for you and I would still die for you...

this song also has particular meaning, mostly just b/c of the irony of the 1st verse...on my last night of freedom in mil., when i was hiding in angelica's closet, she wrote me a goodbye note...she told me not to read it until after i said goodbye, though, so when i got brought to the cop shop and had to sit in a holding cell, i pulled it out and read it... i used to have the note memorized, but right now all i know is that it said goodbye, it said that jelli loves me and i'll always have a place in mil...it says that no one in the world is allowed to replace her, (beth hasn't, either, beth and angelica and travis and ambi are all my bff's for diff. reasons, and i can't compare them to each other w/o lying...)...basically, the note meant more to me than anything when i first got here...i read it everyday for at least the first month in oregon...and i still have it; i still read it; and i still believe it b/c i know that theres no way angelica could just forget me, we went thru too much shit for that...(but yea...srry i got offtrack)

to me, the 1st verse of this song is saying 'now that i'm gone and i can't come back, i know what you wanna say to me...and i'm sorry to hurt you, but i just had to go...there was nothing i could do'
to me, the chorus is saying that even if i tried to seem as happy as i was in mil. here, it's a lie, and nothing i can do will change that b/c no one can replace the people i love and nothing can replace the memories i have...it sucks here, and as soon as i can, i'm leaving so that we can be together again.
the 2nd verse, to me, is just saying 'the only time i really get to see you is when i dream, and i can't stand to not dream laying right next to you...i'd do anything just to hear your voice (in person), even if only one more time'
the 3rd verse, to me, is saying just to count your blessing while you have them and never take anything in life for granted, b/c your whole life can be taken away at any time...also, sometimes it may seem like just starting over in a new town is the smartest thing to do, but really, the worst thing in life is having to leave your life and start a brand new one.
armor for sleep- the truth about heaven

I Walked past my grave in the dark tonight,
Saw the stone and the note you left for me,
to answer your question I just had to leave,
I just had to leave,

But that's not why I'm here,
I came down here to tell you it rains in heaven all day long,
I wanna find you so bad and let you know I'm miserable up here without you, miserable up here without you

Found my way back in the dark tonight,
Couldn't wake up not right next to you,
I'd trade in forever to just hear you say the sound of my name,

But that's not why I'm here,
I came down here to tell you it rains in heaven all day long,
I wanna find you so bad and let you know I'm miserable up here without you, miserable up here without you

Don't believe that it's better when you leave everything behind,
Don't believe that the weather is perfect the day that you die,
Don't believe that the weather is perfect the day that you die

I came down here to tell you it rains in heaven all day long (all day long,
I wanna find you so bad and let you know I'm miserable up here without you, miserable up here without you x2

Don't believe that the weather is perfect the day that you die

to me, the 1st verse of this song is talking about how confusing and scarey love can be, also how sometimes the perfect night with your perfect person is spent just talking b/c when you really care, you don't need to be close, you don't need to have sex to prove that you care.
the chorus, to me, is just the feeling of love b/c love is so confusing...it makes you need to just be around the person, and listen to every word they have to say...also, love can hurt worse than anything else...no matter if it's broken love, unknown love, working love, or unspoken of love, it can be the most painful feeling ever, but it can also feel like no matter what, everthings gonna be okay...nothing can get me b/c fill in the blank loves me.
the 2nd verse, to me, that when you care for someone, actually care, you'd do anything for them...they seem like the most important person in the world to you, and they seem to just make every bad thing about life go away, just from one hug or one kiss, and there's no replacing that feeling.
the 3rd verse, to me, shows how much one person can care for another, enough that they would do anything for them...it's showing the feeling that comes with love, knowing that you never want to spend another second away from that person...

taking back sunday-MakeDamnSure You've got this new head filled up with smoke I've got my veins all tangled close To the jukebox bars you frequent The safest place to hide A long night spent with your most obvious weakness You start shaking at the thought you are everything I want 'Cause you are everything I'm not And we lay, we lay together just not Too close, too close (How close is close enough)
We lay, we lay together just not Too close, too close

I just wanna break you down so badly Well I trip over everything you say I just wanna break you down so badly In the worst way

My inarticulate store bought hangover hobby kit It talks, it says, "You, oh, you are so cool"
"Scissor shaped across the bed, you are red, violent red"
You hollow out my hungry eyes You hollow out my hungry eyes And we lay, we lay together just not Too close, too close (How close is close enough)
We lay, we lay together just not Too close, too close

I just wanna break you down so badly Well I trip over everything you say Well I just wanna break you down so badly In the worst way I just wanna break you down so badly Well I trip over everything you say I just wanna break you down so badly In the worst way (worst way)

I'm gonna make damn sure that you can't ever leave No, you won't ever get too far from me You won't ever get too far from me I'll make damn sure that you can't ever leave No, you won't ever get too far from me You won't ever get too far from me You won't ever get too far from me (ever get too far)
You won't ever get too far...

I just wanna break you down so badly Well I trip over everything you say Well I just wanna break you down so badly In the worst way (worst way)
I'm gonna make damn sure I just wanna break you down so badly I just wanna break you down so badly (damn sure)
In the worst way (worst way)

this song is actually totally diff. from the rest of them.
the 1st verse, to me, is just saying 'i'm trying to figure my life out w/o any help. i asked you for nothing; you can't help me, b/c you don't even know how you feel about yourself'
the chorus, to me, is only saying 'when everything you have is lost, you have to deal with life all alone...theres no more happy memories, the life you once had is gone forever...all you are is a coward shell of yourself now'
the 2nd verse, to me, is saying 'when you figure out that your life is all fake and no one knows, all you can do is run as fast as you can towards the truth...and even though the truth can hurt, you take the pain, start over, and find nothing but emptiness'
the 3rd verse, to me, is telling me that when you know you've found the end, when it seems pointless to continue, the promises you've made will come back, and they will either make or break you, as cliche as that sounds.
your promises- mest I'm looking for answers To all the questions no one knows Bleeded and begged Asked you for nothing But something showed Your uneasy eyes, the sweat on your forehead Everyone's pointing your nervousness out It's obvious now that you're scared of yourself Nothing to keep them from knowing this now There's nothing to keep them from knowing this now

Chorus
Promises, shattered pieces Memories of nothing, cowardly You'll face this all alone

You're finding your truths Are nothing but lies Still no one knows You see yourself run, but I see you crawling To face the truth You're hesitant now Your heart must be burning Ripping and tearing your insides are numb Restless and weak Time to start over Nothing to keep them from emptiness now There's nothing to keep them from emptiness now

Chorus x2

You know how this will end 'Cause the pain inside your head Is cutting yourself thin Nothing to do now When you're buried underground Your promise haunts you now

to me, the 1st verse is talking about this girl, who hurts inside, but never really lets it show...then a boy comes and takes all her pain away for a while, but the final goodbye between them is death.
the chorus, to me, is asking who hurts tonight, who needs a shoulder to cry on, who needs to die.
the 2nd verse reminds me of myself...it's talking about a girl who constantly wears a mask to hide her true self, a girl who has stopped caring about herself until a boy comes along and makes her happy for the first time...this boy teaches her how to be herself, teaches her about the world and how to survive in it, but when things get to hard he leaves...he walks out of her life because its convenient for him.
the 3rd verse, to me, talks about the transformation of this girl from young and naive to old beyond her years and crippled on the inside...this verse shows the listener how easy it can be to lose your way in life and how much it takes to find yourself again...then the song starts to finish up, pretty much saying, in my words, 'the last night that they spent together was the best night they spent together...it had never seemed so right the love that they shared that night, and then the end of this boy and girl comes, and in the song, it seems like even though its 'goodbye', neither person is as sad as could be b/c they both know that what they had between them was different, special from all the others they'd been with.
and then the song ends with the girl dying...which seems rather appropriate from following the story... atreyu- right side of the bed Come on!
I can see her now, Dancing around, her drink in hand.
All her baggage in tow, I just want to forget and let go of all the love the joy,
the pain. I took your guilt and placed it in me and now I kiss it goodbye.
Our last dance ended fatally.

Who's sleeping on my side of the bed tonight?
Have you ever cried so hard? Baby you just died.
Who's sleeping on my side of the bed tonight?
Have you ever cried so hard? Have you ever cried so hard?

There she goes again Another masquerade in false circumstance She'll fuck you just for the taste.
I just wish that I could replace all the memories of what makes my blood run cold.
As your blood flows through me, I say goodbye to what we had.

Who's sleeping on my side of the bed tonight?
Have you ever cried so hard? Baby you just died.
Who's sleeping on my side of the bed tonight?
Have you ever cried so hard? Have you ever cried so hard?

She came and went, I gnawed through my lip,
Makeup smeared in her eyes. Each sob's a reason to say goodbye.
Sometimes when you're holding on, you'll never see the light.
With flowers in her hair,
Gazed upon dead lovers eyes. She never looked so good, And I never felt so right. With flowers in her hair,
Gazed upon with dead lovers eyes. She never looked so good, And I never felt so right. And I never felt so right.
And I never felt so wrong.

With flowers in her hair,
Gazed upon dead lovers eyes. She never looked so good, And I never felt so right.

Who's sleeping on my side of the bed tonight?
Have you ever cried so hard? Baby you just died.
Who's sleeping on my side of the bed tonight?
Have you ever cried so hard? Have you ever cried so hard?
You just died!

this song, besides being an awesome song, has particular meaning to me...listening to it, even reading the lyrics, always makes me remember me and 'bob'...

the 1st verse, to me, is describing a change that i, for example, have gone through, and not even a good change... in this song, this girl has allready started and will continue to change into the thing that she fears the most.
to me, the chorus of this song is that girl, begging for help while accepting that the end is near...in my words, it's saying 'when you see the person that i am, the things that i've done, will you still love me? when you see the damage that i've caused to myself and others, will you hold me until it's all better...when you see and hear about the things that i've done, please dont just leave, please don't give up...i'm messing up everything right now and i really need to you to be able to just hold me and make sure that i'm okay...'

the 2nd verse, to me, is someone wanting, almost begging, to change into the person that they feel is who they're supposed to be...in my words, it's only saying 'i need to become the person that they want me to be; i need to destroy the old me, forget all of my old sins, fix myself up and become the person that i want to be and that everyone else wants me to be.
the last verse is almost just a goodbye to the person that one used to be; a person that no one can understand...it seems like in this verse the girl (i'm assuming it's a girl neway...) in the song at first starts to give up on life, and then finds what she needs to contine the life that she can call her own.
this used to be my favorite song and is still one of my top 10; and this is the first time i've really analyzed it...the first time that i really stopped to think, 'damn, this kind of sounds like me...' the thing is, though, thats not the girl that i am anymore...thats the girl that i used to be, when i wanted nothing more than to fit in.
atreyu- the crimson I feel it welling up inside And Robert Smith lied, Boys do cry and with Blood tears in my eyes I'm an Anne Rice novel come to life. I can't hide the monster… anymore. One can only feel desolate for so long until One starts to change into Something the mirror doesn't recognize. Metamorphosize. The darkness has been biding its time To claim its latest victim, Fresh meat for carnal desires, To become, what I became. I viewed the sun for the last time.

Will you still hold me when you see what I have done? Will you still kiss me the same, When you taste my victim's blood? So crimson and red,
I feel it flowing from your lips. (Crimson and red)
My heart is dead and so are you.

And it pulses through, The desire to change, to deconstruct All of my,
All of my, past failings. But where to begin, because when you live in sin It's hard to look at saints,
Without them reflecting your jet black aura back on you. And all I have is hope My inner burn's not fading, I'll wipe the blood from my cheek and get on with my day.

Will you still hold me when you see what I have done? Will you still kiss me the same, When you taste my victim's blood? So crimson and red, I feel it flowing from your lips. (Crimson and red)
My heart is dead and so are you.

And all I have is hope And all I need is time To bury in pine under six feet of time The lies I told me about myself. Claw my way out, Pick the splinters from under my fingernails. I won't lose hope, I won't give in. Just live and breathe, try not to die again.
Just live and breathe, try not to die again.
Just live and breathe, try not to die again.
I try not to die again.

Will you still hold me when you see what I have done? Will you still kiss me the same, When you taste my victim's blood? So crimson and red, I feel it flowing from your lips. (Crimson and red)
My heart is dead and so are you.

Will you still hold me when you see what I have done? Will you still kiss me the same, When you taste my victim's blood? So crimson and red, I feel it flowing from your lips.(When you taste my victim's blood)
My heart is dead and so are you.

to me, the 1st verse of this song is saying 'i need the drugs, i need the pain, and i need to know that my life was somehow worth it...also, the last two lines, to me, are talking about kind of losing yourself, forgetting who you are and what you stand for and just going for life as it comes at you.
the chorus, to me, is telling the listener to pay attention to life, and to always give everything all that you have, no matter what the risks...always give all your effort b/c if you don't, you might become a totally different person...broken with no way to fix yourself,there'd be nothing to do but get used to the new person inside you.
to me, the 2nd verse is explaining how far away the person in the song has gone from the person they used to be...to me, it pretty much just says 'no one can fix me, no one even wants to try...and thats why i'm gonna forget everything in my life and start new...i regret a lot of the things that i've done in my life, and if you know my secrets, you'd know why you want to stay away from me.
the rest of the song is pretty much just repeating whats allready been said...in a nutshell, this song is about change...first from who they do'nt want to be into who they think they want to be...but wen that person isn't any good either, they end up just giving up, letting old wounds bleed.
the used- let it bleed This poisons my intoxication I broke the needle off in my skin Picked the scabs and picked the bleeding And assume that it was all in vain A positive scab that´s never healing Calloused hit me in the face A burning bridge that´s so misleading Poisons more potent now with the flame

Let it bleed And take the red for what it´s worth Watch the fire Fill your lungs with smoke for the last time If you feel like dying, you might wanna sing.

The fire department couldn´t drown the city They didn´t even try to wash it clean What did you think, that I was sober? Put me out cause I´m on fucking fire A positive scab that´s never healing Regret that I kept this clean The most that I can do for you is keep on lying It´s not a lie if you can let it sing

Let it bleed And take the red for what it´s worth Watch the fire Fill your lungs with smoke for the last time If you feel like dying you might wanna sing!

Oh, oh, oh, oh you might wanna sing Ha, ha, ha you might wanna sing Ha, ha, you might wanna sing Ha, ha sing You might wanna sing You might wanna sing You might wanna sing or scream it...

This poisons my intoxication I broke the needle off in my skin Picked the scabs and picked the bleeding Yeah, assume that it was all in vain

Let it bleed And take the red for what it´s worth Watch the fire Momma fill your lungs with smoke for the last time If you feel like dying If you feel like dying If you feel like dying, you might wanna sing Ha, ha, ha you might wanna sing Ha, ha you might wanna sing You might wanna sing or scream it...

first of all, i love this song to death b/c on april fool's day, the first night that rodrigo told me he loved me, this song came on and he sang with it on the part 'when an m m m minute turned into a mile', which i've never forgot...but yeah.
the 1st verse, to me, is partly talking about the person they love and what they hate about them...the line 'when i mention blue, all you thought was color, when you mention drugs, all i thought was sober...' shows how much the narrator hates themselve and wants to change, but finds it to be one of the hardest things they've ever done.
to me, the chorus is just saying 'i need to you smile b/c i need everything to be okay'
the 2nd verse, to me, first talks about how fake people are, and how they always feel the need to protect themselves with a false front... also, it talks about changing things, changing people into something that they really aren't...lastly, though, the song kind of goes off into an imaginary world, where everything is always okay...nothing can hurt anyone and people can actually coexist both w/ each other and the animals and plants.
the used- sound effects and overdramatics When the shirt came off, it was all in time When a minute turned into a mile And then I broke that grin, and I cut it out And you got all turned on by the taste of your sin When I mention blue, all you thought was color When you mention drugs, all I thought was sober When your pants came off and I turned you over When you mention blue

Kill, smile, cut it out for me this time Smile, Havent seen him smile in a little while

Keep the mask aligned Get it up in time There´s a space between valleys and try and catch a vibe Make a circle square, a rectangle curve Use a smile as a noun and I think like a verb Run quick switch sides Spill the filled up canister And the room is shaking Now you´re changing places,
and I switched my pace,
and my breathing races when you mention blue

Kill, smile, cut it out for me this time Smile, havent seen him smile in a little while Kill, smile, cut it out for me this time Smile, havent seen him smile in a little while Kill, smile, cut it out for me this time Smile, havent seen him smile in a little while We cut it out Get down and stay awake Smile