Sunday March 25th 2007

Canal Street Mall

11: 12 AM

“I’m spent” I breathe as I sink on to the wooden bench outside the Barnes & Noble. I turn and glare at him. “You folded and you lied” I hiss, the anger rising in my voice with every word. “Hey Hey come here” He wraps his arms around me and I feel my stomach churn. I cry for a little while my tears soaking his sweatshirt. I pull away and look at him. “How could you do that to me?” I see the pain and sadness filling his face and I know he didn’t mean to hurt me. I smile a small smile as he turns my face to look at him and our faces are inches apart. I feel my stomach giving way again and I wonder what he will do next. He takes my face in his hands….

12: 45 PM

Tower Taxi

Inside my taxi back to my dorm, I think over the events of the past half an hour. I care about him and love him very much and I don’t want anything to come between us again. I also know however that I cannot force him to do anything against his will.

4: 50 PM

Heavenly Hotel

I wake up and rub the sleep out of my eyes groggy and not sure of what had happened to me today.