
I want to be one of those girls. The perfect, happy, smiling ones. I want to be just like them. R&R!
Rated: Fiction K - English - Angst - Words: 241 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 05-02-07 - id: 2356147
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Just like them
I feel empty
Hunched is the frame I live in
Crunched are my clothes
My eyes, vacant as the ever star
I watch these feelings grow
Happy, fulfilled people
Talk about their problems
All around me
Roses, blooms of youth
Feel good with each other
They laugh
They smile
They lie
Just like them
What is this sorrow
What is this pain
That keeps me from living
Just like them
I want to be
Just like them
They have boyfriends
Laughter and applause
And they're so pretty
And they've got charm
They say they're hurting
And tug at my sleeve
They laugh
They smile
They lie
Why can't I be
Just like them
What is this sorrow
What is this pain
That keeps me from living
Just like them
I want to be
Just like them
All around me
They're all around me
Grinning and baring
Haughty and glaring
All around me
I'm surrounded
They laugh
They smile
They lie
Am I so worthless?
No-one can be that perfect
Either my mind's messed up
Or they are
They lie
They lie
They lie
I can't be
Just like them
What is this insight
What is this truth
That keeps me from falling
Just like them
I know I'm not
Just like them
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