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missing a sister

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It was a long time ago, it seems.

When we were young, with all of our dreams.

We were so close, nothing compared

To the bond that we once had shared.

But as all friendships do, it ended.

You went away, and were once more befriended.

It got harder to talk and not fight,

When our phone is all that is in sight.

I missed you more as days went on.

You missed me less, something went wrong.

But at home things began changing.

My heart, feelings rearranging.

I had no intention of causing pain!

For from that, I stand nothing to gain.

You accused me, and shoved lies in my face.

But still I only longed for your embrace.

Shunned I was, and mocked I still am.

My heart hurt someone, now I’m a sham.

I cried and pleaded sorry for my mistake.

But my apology you refused to take.

Accusing me of deceit and only harm,

My intentions weren’t of that kind of alarm!

There was no reason to put me down,

Or treat me wrong because of my frown.

I lost you, that’s the reason I’m sad.

But because of this, I’ve made you mad.

I’m trying again, to prove to you

Just how much I am willing to do

To be loved by you again.

To once more be your best friend.

My first true friend, can I whisper?

“I love you, you are my sister.”