heis-so-complicated.

So differantandconfusing.

He has done so much for me I have done as much as I can gor him.

It makes me scream how perplexed I can feel around him and yet he is everything The Only Thing.

The only one who gives a damn and the only one I really truly give a damn about.

Half of me is screaming

'run away you will destroy him'

the other half yells

'don't let go of The Only Good Thing.'

I am not sure what the hell is going on.

I would say save me but I am already saved.

I would say kill me but I have already been

asgoodasdead and I didn't like it much.

I would say love me

But

I am already loved.

A/n He has saved me. But can I do the same for him????