Control Freak.

When you say yes you mean no
When you say no you mean no
When you say anything you mean no

Why can't you see it my way?
Why can't you think my way?
Why can't I smile?

All I wanna do is cry
You think you know what’s good for me
But you don't know is I wanna kill my self

What’s the point in life?
If you can't live?

There is none.
You don't even hear me when I speak
Even if i try to scream

Why? Why? WHY??

You don't want me to do captain
Said you'd kill me if i even started fundraising

What’s the point in 6th year?
What the point in life?

I don’t ask for much
Just the room i was given
Pink and small

NOT my brothers.
Big and blue

I don't want a cupboard
Just my hidey-hole

If i went back to the physiatrist
Would you listen to me then?

All you’re doing is making me want to cry
Cry and die

And God knows

I might just do it this time.

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KAB - Well? I wrote this when I fell out with my mum and dad two years ago, over my room lol.

2005