It’s almost like a fear,

A worry in your mind,

It’s a purple swirling cloud,

An urge towards suicide

It’s the darkest place I’ve been,

A story in my eyes,

I’ll close my mind and keep it out,

I'm not going to live my life in doubt

It’s a darkness closing in,

A pain I can’t describe,

It’s a jumping in the mind,

A forgotten lie and life combined,

Its something I don’t understand,

And something I never want to,

It’s a whisper in the wind,

It’s a punishment when you’ve sinned