Author's Note: Based on a dream I had awhile ago in which I got knocked up to a guy I didn't like and ultimately pissed off another guy who was interested in me. Written from the other guy's perspective. Not sure if I'm happy with it as it is, so I might re-edit it and post it again. Thanks for reading - please R+R, all comments and critiques appreciated.

VIANNA

Sister of the silver moon,
Daughter of the stars.
Whose beauty sickens the envious,
And disgraces the daughters of porcelain.

You, who were once my protege -
My comrade, my ally
My closest friend...

...My secret love.

There was once a time
When I would have died for you;
Faced a bloody demise -
Wept pained, crimson tears from my flesh...

...If only for the love of you.

But you would never take me,
And I would never have you.
For your eyes -
Your beautiful green eyes
Stared after another...

The blonde-haired devil.
The sweet-scented rose,
Blossoming white-silked petals,
With bloodthirsty thorns,
Who stole you away -
Out of scorn for me.

Now you are his whore -
Tainted, blighted, hideous.
And brewing his terror
Within your body.

You were once so pure, my dear.
So beautiful, so perfect -
A goddess of gracefulness.
Look now,
How the angel has fallen.

A pitiful puddle of sour milk -
Drinking in the sight of you,
Fills me now with distaste and sorrow.

But your betrayal remained a secret,
'Til a greater horror was uncovered.

That you should abandon us,
To protect another creature -
One growing within you.

Yes, I know of what you hide.

The black, twisted, vile creature
Festering in the dark confines
Of your womb.
The bastard-son of a monster,
The sickness of a poison.

And you, my lovely Vianna,
Who willingly followed that beast
Out of callous indifference
To those of us
Who your fall from grace would destroy.

And now you weep,
For what you have disgraced.
And for the festering scar,
The growing infection
In your belly.
The child conceived only
To remind you of your betrayal...

...And my pain.

But for all my sorrow,
And despite my undying rage,
I cannot banish my longing.

Because you were never mine...
...I can forgive you.