Antidote

My mind converts my life to poison.

A venom, coursing through my being.
I know that there's no point in fleeing;
It's already inside of me,
As deep as it will always be.

I used to have the antidote;
You.
But you ran out.
I drained you for all you were worth,
Until you were empty,
Until you left.

And now there's no retrieving.