A/N: Hey everyone! This is just something I wrote while thinking about my crush, a guy that I have liked for almost two years now. He is one year older than me and i know that he can never like me back. Funny thing is that he also likes a girl who doesn't like him back. Anyway, I hope all of you will enjoy this. I hope you'll review and I promise to do the same for you (if I already haven't LOL). R&R please!

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You can be the happiest person in the world, yet one look at him will break your heart and bring you to tears. You know that he can never be yours, but still your heart can never stop loving him. It hurts like hell and you wish just once for him to see you as you see him. When you sit across the room from him and stare at his divine features, you wish that he were looking at you the way he stares at the girl sitting behind you. When you hear his full, deep, true laugh, you wish you were the cause of that heavenly sound. When he gives his full attention to a girl who is his close friend , you wish that only once he would give the same amount of attention to you, even for a second. And sometimes you just hate him. You hate him for causing you so much pain. For ripping your heart out of your body as if it were but a page in a book. For taking that heart, that delicate heart that you have him, and breaking it, shredding it, leaving it impossible to mend.

And then, once in a blue moon, you’ll have a chance to see him in a way no one ever notices. Not speaking a word, just staring at nothing. With a twinkle in his eyes, a content smile on his face, and all his features liking so peaceful. In that moment, he seems so perfect, so innocent, so vulnerable, so strong, so sensitive, so loving, that all your hate just malts away. You realize that even though sometimes you want to make him feel your pain, you never will. You love him too much to ever hurt him. You just wish that people wouldn’t label it as just “puppy love.” And anyway, you know that he knows your pain, for he too is a victim of unrequited love. The most bittersweet emotion of all. Loving someone so much yet knowing that you can never have them. The worst pain of all. When someone causes a wound that only they can heal. And since they have no idea that they have created this wound, instead of bandaging it, they just keep on rubbing salt into it. And it hurts like anything. And the pain just won’t go away. But the funny thing is that you don’t want it to go away. Because if this pain is what links you to your love, then you will keep it by you all your life. And you know that to them you are invisible, as the unseen air that we breathe. You know that he doesn’t even see you.

So, if the pain of unrequited love is your only link, then so be it. And so with this in mind. You make a pledge. You pledge to him eternal love, knowing he will never return it. You pledge to let him keep your heart, knowing he will never value it. You pledge to him yourself, knowing you will never mean anything to him. And looking at him, your eyes water and tears begin to flow down your cheeks in streams. And you let yourself cry, cry, cry, until your heart has no more tears left, knowing that you can cry much, much more. But you tell your heart to wait, even though you know that your wait will never end.