To my Friends: For all you’ve done. For all that shouldn’t have happened. For all the good and bad memories we shared – this is for you.

I’m Sorry

I’m sorry for all the times I hurt you,

All the times I made you cry,

And the times I pushed you away,

Because I was angry inside.

I’m sorry for not being there,

When you needed me,

I’m sorry for not understating,

What a horrible person I could be.

I’m sorry for taking that joke to far,

And making you go home and cry in bed,

I’m sorry for acting like it was all fine,

Rather then apologizing instead.

I’m sorry for my prideful ways,

The thing that breaks others down,

The thing that maybe hurt you most,

And shoved you to the ground.

I’m sorry for leaving you alone,

And allowing you to go over the edge,

I’m sorry that I let my harsh words,

Run around your head.

I’m sorry for all the things I’ve done,

I’m sorry that I can’t take them back.

I’m sorry for the misery and pain

That I had so foolishly stacked.

I’m sorry for being sorry,

And I’m sure this is the end,

Because no matter how much I apologize,

I’ve still committed this horrible sin.

I completely deserve what happening,

As I lose my friends one by one,

Their simply leaving this idiot,

Who figured out, to late, what she had done.

Everyone has left me now,

And I can feel the darkness setting it,

But I won’t complain or saw a word,

Because this is my fitting end.

And though you might not understand this poem,

Or maybe you realize exactly what it’s about,

Just know that I understand now-

I know now without a doubt.

I’m a horrible person,

Even worse as a friend,

But even so I wish that you would forgive me,

And be my friend in the end.

I’m sorry. I’m sorry.

It’s too late now though,

I doubt this horrible girl,

Can be your friend anymore.

Authors Note: This was written sometime ago to one of my friends who I had only recently realized I had hurt her feelings greatly. I honestly felt horrible so I wrote this poem to show my feelings. She’s never read it though and that time has gone and passed, but it’ll still something interesting for me to remember.

Kechi Twilit