this is the manifestation of my confusion of... well, alot of things. mostly the normal teenage question: who am i? they say the teenage years are for finding yourself, but i just seem to loose myself. sigh does that happen to everyone?

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Lost Who I Am

Confusion whispers in my head
I don’t know who I am
A secret deep inside me
It’s one I can not tell
My diary is not enough
I need someone to talk to
Prejudice inside their soul
To friends I will not speak
Life is not in black or white
I think I’m in the gray
I’m going back and forth
The decision’s just so hard
Is it really even a choice?
Do I have to choose?
Society is pushing me
To pick him or her
It’s something I cannot do
Can’t it just be both?
Everything is painful
It’s like something doesn’t fit
Fingers around my precious soul
Squeezing until I break
Somewhere along the path
I lost who I am

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so... what did you think? does it sound alright? i hope so...