Same thing once again
and again
and again
Once again I get caught in this
dark hole.

Why am I in this hole?
A hole that is darker than a winter night
I am in this hole because I have something.

It's called feelings
The thing people tell you

"Your feelings are the best thing you can have"
"You know it by your feelings"
"Don't worry, it's just feelings, it will be over soon"

The last one is the one that hurts the most
because that is what it felt like you said to me
When you told me that it's over.

You had your feelings
but they were not enough.
And still I open my heart to you
I have never shed a tear for someone before.

But for you
I shed more tears than I could count
There was never a moment
that I didn't think of you

I don't blame you
you only told me the truth
and I'm happy for that

But I miss you so
I don't want to have any feelings
because without my feelings
I could go on with my life
without thinking of you
and feeling my heart screaming for you

Miss your gentle touch
you laugh and your honesty

Please
I just want to forget
and get rid of my feelings.
Not just my sorrow
but my happiness aswell
Because I'm not happy without you