MEMOIRS

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Star bright, star light

Cold, still wide - eyed

Angels of Heaven sing

Memoirs of the past haunt

Sleep endlessly in the night

Fairy dust and lust

Sets you free to the sky

While I set here still dreaming

Wishing that you where here with me

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May 27, 2007

Tiffany Pradeep

A / N :

My father raises a lot of bunnies or rabbits. I went outside today to see them. I normally am the one who feeds them in the morning because my dad has to work, but he doesn't have to work for four days or something. I guess he is going to work sometimes Wednesday. Well, I went outside because my dad was going to move a bunny cage outside, so he was getting that ready to move. I wanted to see my favorite Holland Lop bunnies. They are so sweet! I went to the cage where there are other baby bunnies and I say one laying down. I thought it was asleep. Then I touched it and it didn't move. I then picked it up. It was dead. I didn't know what else to do, but find my dad. I told him what had happened. I think that the bunny died because it had to bottom teeth that stuck out above it's lip and it might not have been able to eat. It must have starved to death. I felt so sorry for that little bunny. I was also thinking about all the times that I wanted to kill myself thinking that life isn't worth living. Then I saw that bunny and remembered my grandfather when he was dying. He was just barely breathing, but still alive. He looked like he was in so much pain. I thought why would I be such a fool to think that I wanted to die so soon when I have so much life to live. I wrote this poem in memory of that little bunny that I am going to call Fang. Also for my grandfather because he was the only grandfather that I ever remembered or got to know. Then again to the fact that I need to live my life instead of looking back and thinking about the bad in life when there is so much good in life. Thanks for reading.

Bless You All !

Tiffany Pradeep