Because Of You

I knew I loved him.I always fact that I did not give my heart away easily is an obvious look at 're married and have a we have so many differances between were in a fight right we hurled insults at each other I remembered my past.(This is the part where you watch the music video to this song)

I will not make the same mistake you did

I will not let myself

Cause myself so much misery

You left me there all alone..With no one there but my mother...

I will not break the way that you did

You fell so hard

I've learned the hard way

To never let it get so far

Which is why I'm married and have a of you.

Because of you

I never strayed too far from the sidewalk

If I stray too far I'll only get hurt like I did when you left...

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

But I got married and had kid...That's not the safe side...Is it?...

Because of you

I find it hard to trust not only me,but those around me

If I trust me I'll get hurt...If I trust others they'll hurt me...

Because of you

I am afraid

I'm afraid to let anyone in...They'll hurt me like you did...

I lose my way

and its not too long before you point it out

And you won't help find it again...

I cannot cry

Because I know that's a weakness in your eyes

So is letting your own father in a weakness...You made me cry...

I'm forced to fake

A smile,a laugh everyday of my life

Because inside I'm being torn apart...From you...And mom...

My heart can't possibly break

When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you...

Because of you

I never strayed too far from the sidewalk

If I stray too far I'll only get hurt like I did when you left...

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

But I got married and had kid...That's not the safe side...Is it?...

Because of you

I find it hard to trust not only me,but those around me

If I trust me I'll get hurt...If I trust others they'll hurt me...

Because of you

I am afraid

I'm afraid to let anyone in...They'll hurt me like you did...

I watched you die

I heard you cry every night in your sleep

How could you do that to me...to her...You should have come...Stopped her...

I was so young

You should have known better than to lean on me

You only got your heart ripped out while I took the brunt of it...So you used the pills...But I was hurt worse...

You never thought of anyone else

You just saw your pain

Neither of you thought of anyone else...But mom just saw pain...You were happy...

And now I cry in the middle of the night

For the same damn thing

We are just so different...you made me different...

Because of you

I never strayed too far from the sidewalk

If I stray too far I'll only get hurt like I did when you left...

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

But I got married and had kid...That's not the safe side...Is it?...

Because of you

I try my hardest just to forget everything

But I'm in the same situation again...How can I forget...

Because of you

I don't know how to let anyone else in

I was so young...You both hurt me so much...Too much...

Because of you

I'm ashamed of my life cause it's empty

You both betrayed me...My heart is empty...But maybe its time to fill it back up...

Because of you

I am afraid

If I fill my heart back up will they hurt it worse...Can they...

Because of you

Because of you

And its all because of you that I did what I did next...

I kissed him and apoligized.

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