I’ve lost my will to speak
My desire for you to understand
Has faded into nothingness.
What is happening to me?
Who is this stranger I’ve become?

None of it makes sense
Running to who knows where
Just to hide myself away
From the truth of reality
My real place in this world.

Your love is a mockery
Your smile, only a mask
Hiding what’s real inside
Stop denying what you can’t deny
I already know anyway.

I’m handling it ok, can’t you see?
I smile, I laugh, I dance…
I cry when no one’s around
But it doesn’t mean anything
Cause no one really cares, do they?