scared

scared of his power, scared that he will take it away

scared of the haziness he creates between love and lust

scared of her innocence, scared of her love

scared that god won't intervene from heaven above

scared of him pulling her away

scared of her pulling herself away

scared of her brother and his deterioration of himself

scared of her sister and her quest for love

scared of her friends as they push her on

scared of her father as he exasperates her

scared of letting go

scared of letting god

scared of rejection

god don't let it happen

i surrender

you know what you're doing

but i'm still scared