If you see me crying

Don't make a sound

I'm just tired of people dying

Just Turn around

And walk away

You don't need to see me

The one you lean on

Crumble because someone she's loved

Is gone

Even I crawl

Even I sometimes put my back against a wall

Even I fall upon my knees in despair

Even I scream to the sky it's not fair

Even I mourn

Even I hurt

Even I sometimes feel that I am lower than the dirt

And even I feel

And even I kneel

And curse god for all he's done

And even I run

I don't stand tall all the time

My shoulders will not carry

Even just the burden that's mine

And I'll bet you didn't know

That when I visit his grave

That this wall built around me

Decided it would cave

Even I crawl

Even I sometimes put my back against a wall

Even I fall upon my knees in despair

Even I scream to the sky it's not fair

Even I mourn

Even I hurt

Even I sometimes feel that I am lower than the dirt

And even I feel

And even I kneel

And curse god for all he's done

And even I run

And my back is breaking with the weight

And my are eyes stained with black

From the tears coming back

And the red in my heart

Is from the hate

Even I crawl

Even I sometimes put my back against a wall

Even I fall upon my knees in despair

Even I scream to the sky it's not fair

Even I mourn

Even I hurt

Even I sometimes feel that I am lower than the dirt

And even I feel

And even I kneel

And curse god for all he's done

And even I run

Oh even I run