Unwanted I cry in my head

The coroner won’t see it when I’m dead.

No one will know the thoughts

Fighting with myself; I lost…

A battle lost, soon the war too

You want to know, you don’t have a clue

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You can’t reach my soul…

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Sacrifice is nothing, I have nothing to give

(I’d give it all away if I could-)

It has not rhyme nor reason

(I’d give you everything if I could-)

But lost and darkened is the light

(I’m not enough to give-)

I need it to continue in my fight…

(It’s not possible to live…)

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Don’t ever think this was your fault

This was never what you taught

Giving up was always my out

You won’t know what this is all about.

I’ve finally lost my battle, I lack strength

So glad this is over, at any length...

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My war started you won yours…

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I know what you’ve given, I have nothing to give

(I’d give it all away if I could-)

You gave me no reason

(I’d give you everything if I could-)

I thought I’d pay you back,

(I’m not enough to give-)

Don’t expect an explanation.

(It’s not possible to live…)

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I’m clinging to the past and finding

There’s not much to hold onto

That would give me my will.

I’m not trying to upset you

You did what you could

And so,

I know,

I’m doing what I can too.

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I know what you’ve given, I have nothing to give

(I’d give it all away if I could-)

You gave me no reason

(I’d give you everything if I could-)

I thought I’d pay you back,

(I’m not enough to give-)

Don’t expect an explanation.

(It’s not possible to live…)

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My war started when you won yours…