Don't be afraid to murder me–
06.14.07

c'mon baby don't be afraid to tell me of what i already know
don't you see the secrets already traced in the sky by the constellations
consisted of all of those fake electric powered man made stars?
but if you don't, let me tell you one thing my little darling
if you really and truly don't care about lying to me anymore
(and i know you tell me a lie every night now)
then i don't want to hear your pathetic rants and excuses
because now you're just wasting my invaluable time
you're taking away my life slowly
ripping my heart apart into rough pieces
(you want to chew the blood out my heart so bad)
your teeth marks stand out on my arm, crudely spelling out the words shut up
and my face burns with your crimson hand that you use to slap my cheeks
every time i do something wrong
(it hurts, you know)
c'mon baby don't be afraid to tell me of what i already know
you hate me and i hate you and we are just one unhappy family
(don't deny it)
you think i'm still forgiving you for all that you've done to me
you really think so?
(you're too pathetic)
i'm terribly sorry but i don't think so
i know, but if you don't, let me tell you one thing my little darling
because of you, I'm fading away
I'm dying.