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Ramblings of self loathe. An odd poem. Utter confusion. Choppy. On purpose. Thoughts. Feelings. I am just scared to trust...Even myself.
Rated: Fiction K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 2 - Words: 256 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 06-19-07 - Published: 06-18-07 - Status: Complete - id: 2378174
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I'm crying again
Falling
Trying
Failing
Burying myself
Fasting
In hopes
That I'll get better
God will cure me from pain
And fear
And sin
And everything that I hate
And run from
I'm dying again
Inside
From my mistakes
The devil won't let go of my
Hands
He keeps walking with me
Hurting me
Beating me
But I can't stop him
God, will strengthen me
Shape me
Mold me
Into a holy person
Someday
If only I could be better
But perfect isn't so great…
But I think so…
Love
Joy
Peace
I would find if only I could be better
Healed
Perfect
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