No longer (over)medicated
I can feel the empty
weight bleeding in my lungs

I find my self searching for
an excuse to be less real
Any reason to engage in
mood altering drugs

My Personal Euphoria
been stolen away
because they didn't fix me

I'm still in pain
and now I lack my
Peppy pills
Viagra
Schizophrenia
and Seizure meds

Maybe I was over dosed,
But at least they where
my pills in the recommended
dose
Giving me my high

I wasn't randomly popping anything
I found

Migraine meds
from Jr. High
(Pussy depression drugs
before the hardcore stuff)
Blue and Green pills
in coordinated shapes

Only a palm full of each left
Debating weather to swallow
because

I miss being Medicated.