Confusion.

Sucks you dry both physically & emotionally.

But you have to keep going.

Pretend.

Smile.

Laugh.

Play.

Joke.

Nothing's wrong.

No one knows.

No one has to know.

They can't.

Just let me find myself.

Let me drown.

Silently.

No one watching.

No one around.

Alone.

Afraid.

Thats just the way it is...